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I'm 20 years old and my life is insane. I'm addicted to food and I want so badly to be skinny again. I was anorexic in high school and I miss it so much. I know that sounds crazy but it's the truth. I've never had a real solid relationship with a guy and I'm scared I never will. Right now I just don't feel worthy of love.
That's a short background. I'll post more here and there as this blog goes on. My goal is to post every day, for my own sake. I don't know if anyone reads these really. I kind of hope nobody does. I just need a place to vent and sort through my own feelings.
Posted by Lifeless_Soul at 2:00 AM - 7 Comments   Add a Comment  
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aww that is sad but you know what love doesnt just happen it something you have to find. you have to constantly try to be who you want to be and stop saying you think your fat and stop lowering your selfasteem. lowering your selfasteem is not going to help you get any where. if you really want something you have to work for it and just constantly try harder if you have to never ever give up. i am 12 by the way  
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by kittie (PM , CC ) on Tuesday October 18, 2005 @ 5:48 PM




Well doll, I think your doing something positive to help yourself. If you can start posting instead of snacking it might help abit. Best of luck to you  
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by Chloe (PM , CC ) on Tuesday November 8, 2005 @ 7:59 PM




I really enjoyed your site, keep on posting. Thanks, The Sovereign Post  
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by The Sovereign Post (PM , CC ) on Tuesday December 13, 2005 @ 10:15 PM




Food addiction will kill you(eventually) just like it did Karen Carpenter. Have you considered talking to a professional counselor in food addiction? They are the coolest, neatest, most kind bunch of hooligans(when you get the right one)What a wonderfu; life you have waiting for you if you decide to live? Dying is an easy decision but the (getting it done) is far harder than you could imagine!Sufferingdepressionhatingyourself and then jumping off a bridge or in front of a semi on a highway doin about 80mph. Sounds fun aye? Call a professional in your area please!!! The world will be a better place with you still in it!!! My wife Pamela and I have helped thousands of people in 5 countries learn about addiction! Nothing to sell, just want to help! Check me out at my website www.acureforaddiction.com and write back if you have questions. We are on your side!!! Mr. Denny  
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by acureforaddiction.com (PM , CC ) on Thursday December 15, 2005 @ 3:23 AM




Here is the solution.....

STOP FEELING SORRY FOR YOURSELF.

Take accountability and set small goals, get active.

I can tell you this because I have been their.
 
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by Befuddled (PM , CC ) on Thursday April 27, 2006 @ 5:51 PM




Hey, I am aneroxic. Throwing up food hurts soo much though when I do eat though I weigh a fat total of 95 pounds right now. write back. We may have something in common.

Kell!~
 
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by Kell!~ (PM , CC ) on Thursday October 26, 2006 @ 3:26 PM




I understand all about missing anorexia. I "overcame" mine when I got pregnant and havn't indulged since (in over two years). Now I am carrying an extra 20something pounds from the pregnancies and it is killing me and I have had to fight the urges. If you need support feel free to contact me. Good luck.  
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by DitzyChick (PM , CC ) on Tuesday June 12, 2007 @ 5:13 PM


 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

   
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