I'm 20 years old and my life is insane. I'm addicted to food and I want so badly to be skinny again. I was anorexic in high school and I miss it so much. I know that sounds crazy but it's the truth. I've never had a real solid relationship with a guy and I'm scared I never will. Right now I just don't feel worthy of love.
That's a short background. I'll post more here and there as this blog goes on. My goal is to post every day, for my own sake. I don't know if anyone reads these really. I kind of hope nobody does. I just need a place to vent and sort through my own feelings.